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I’m grumpy grouchy and annoyed to the max lately. I have really bad habits when I get stressed out and annoyed. I eat like a mutha and I spend like a mutha. This has resulted in gaining some unwanted pounds and several purchases that I am now in the process of reconsidering.

This state of grouchiness and grumpiness has rendered me incredibly unproductive, where all I do after work/class/work/intern/class/intern is eat and conk out in front of the TV. I don’t even know what it is, but despite the workload, I’ve managed to go to bed earlier than ever every night and I’m still so tired every day and it just pisses me off and makes me stress eat even more and stress spend even more, all of which in turn stress me out EVEN MORE. What the fuck!

I don’t like veering off subject and getting too personal on this blog, so have some Kpop stuff hereafter. Oh, and the only bright side to the last couple of weeks is I got published for the first time the other day in a major New York paper. Unfortunately my current state of grumpiness is overwhelming my ability to celebrate.

Without further ado, Running Man 10/24:

He kissed her! He really kissed her! I also realized that Song Joong-ki is incredibly cheesy and uhh…느끼. I know it was part of a game, but this was severely embarrassing for me to watch. As a fan. As a female fan who a d o r e s him.

Haha agrees with me. Observe as he makes the universally recognizable “scratching-nails-down-chalkboard-horrifying” hand gesture.

Also, I freaking LOVE Gwang-soo. He is so funny and awkward and dorky and did I say, SO AWKWARD?? He’s like the Chun-hee of Running Man, except better. He dresses like a hipster fo’ sho’ but he’s so damn tall and funny! He’s only 23! That’s crazy talk. I feel like he’s always feeling less popular and/or funny/charming compared to Song Joong-ki since they’re both the younger of the cast, but I say pshaw. You are awesome, Lee Gwang-soo.

2NE1 TV 10/26:

This is the sickest military coat I’ve ever seen in my life. Screw Balmain, this. is. sick. Granted, you need to attain a certain level of shamelessness to wear this out in public, but I love it. Also, Dara is overwhelmingly pretty. Hate all you want about her lack of skill or whatever the hell, but I am a Dara fan and all y’all haters can set camp elsewhere.

Strong Heart 10/26:

Something something in this episode about Nichkhun’s grandmother thinking he and Victoria are sleeping together, something something, but look at Psy!!

This can be my “I’m feelin’ sauceh!” gif in the future.

/passes out

  • frumpy

    congrats on the publication!

    and yes, some days are harder than others, but I’m confident that you’ll get through them. Heck, we both need to get through this semester!

    And there’s nothing wrong with retail therapy – next time, be sure to invite me as well.

    Btw, was so sad to see Song Joong ki kissing a girl. Why must you point that out?

  • yonheet

    aww i’m sorry that you’ve been unable to enjoy your publication~~ but anyways – CONGRATS!!

    and totally i’m a ssan-dara fan!! i think she is so outgoing on variety shows and not the ‘awkward’ that the other girls can be – not that i totally hate the awkward – it’s endearing to watch! :D

    i was totally looking forward to some hard core bromance with a certain yoo ah in instead of the boy on girl action!!

  • http://insideoutelle.blogspot.com/ Elle

    wooww publication :D congrats.

    I was so anti-Dara for the longest time b/c she just seemed so…starkly untalented and poser-ish on stage during Fire promotions. But she’s grown on me a lot – her strength is definitely in variety shows and she has enough charm for 10 people. She just seems so friendly so >< gah against my will I've become a lukewarm fan – lukewarm b/c her performances with 2ne1 still make me raise a brow but she is just so telegenic and charming in every other way off-stage.

    Holy crap Psy…I still have visions of his performances where he'd be singing in a bathtub then get out and…release a dove with magic O_o ahah that dude's insane.

  • oreoreo

    ooh congrats!! but yes, definitely stress –> food + sleep –> lethargy –> feelings of self-disgust –> more stress .. vicious circle much
    hopefully your shopping at least involves walking around – my internet shopping addiction is just getting worse and worse, and it has definitely contributed to me becoming even more antisocial o____O
    and i also fell for gwangsoo’s awkwardness plus he’s a decent actor.. but i can never get over how tall he is lol

  • thekors

    awh congratulations and hope your days get better! but i’m going through the same thing it’s just that it may have been too long that i’m just – jaded.

    SJK and his favourite noona might as well be real (and HOLYCRAP on JongHyun’s news, he’s one hell of a rebel fosho!)

    on Sandara Park, i’d have to agree that she oozes warmth and it’s impossible not to like her as a person. she’s extremely pretty too, but so is my cousin, you get what i mean? cos’ in the end she’s branded as a singer. for that, i pity her.

  • http://g.undesigned.nu gloria

    Man, you just described exactly how I’ve been feeling lately.

    Hopefully you’ve been feeling better :)